So I bet lotsa you guys are hyped for tmr's evening.. It is afterall the countdown to 2012.
YA ALLAH LAJUNYA MASA BERLALU!!
Hmmm... I've been thinking to myself. I kept on reminiscing these days and it has taught me one thing. Learn to let go and embrace the beauty of life. Why am I being so sentimental right now? Well the year's ending so as part of my resolutions I am also including a happy-go-lucky package. Yes, I need the whole package of a positive attitude. Realising how much I've poured tears back then due to heartbreaks and lies, and also the terrible rocky road I'm driving on, I hereby demand myself to be free from anger, sadness or stress. It is most definitely one of the toughest things to do but I can try. I think a happy girl makes a beautiful woman. Wouldn't you all like it when you're facing a problematic issue and you only just smile and go with the flow.. Not caring less about being disappointed with it. Okay it is rather psychotic to not show the negative expressions but what I'm tryna say is to be more happy and don't let things easily overwhelm my thoughts with disagreement. I am sick and tired of stress as I know it is one of the reasons why my 2nd baby didn't live. I am also putting aside thoughts of lunatics tryna sink my love boat in any way cause I know one of the parcels in marriage is of course, people who tryna ruin it.
So anyway, most of you are probably heading to parties and getting wasted tomorrow. Me? Maybe I'll be staying home and watching the countdown on live telecast instead or if I'm allowed, perhaps go out with a girlfriend of mine along with our children. The thought of major crowds and public transport disgust me. Hahaha! Okay I have planned if I'm staying home tmr I'll be making a New Year vlog post so tune in.. *winks*
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